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A new thought occurs to me...

Journal Entry: Wed Mar 15, 2006, 2:52 PM
At this time exactly one year ago, I was suicidal. Is that weird? Because I've been so happy lately, I haven't really thought about it, but...
Today I cut again. Not much, just a little pin scratching out a heart on my wrist. (because I wear my heart on my sleeve. get it?) but i just feel... i don't know.

i want to be unconscious. i wanna lie down on the cold concrete and throw my head at the ground until the darkness comes.

fuck.

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~Chaos-filth:iconChaos-filth: Mar 15, 2006, 11:03:21 PM
Hey dont feel like that, Ive been their and to be honest i still am. I mean yah i want to just ripe my heart out and bleed to death but it doesnt mean that i can. actualy to think about it...it was one year ago...She gave me that note that said she loved me, and that she wanted me to come back..I know this all to well. just a little game im always in.

It seems that all my stories always begin the same. Some one leaves and I try to start a new.
:/

I'm sorry

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