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Elley  

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  • Female/United States
  • Offline for 12w 6d 12h 43m 10s
  • Deviant since Sep 25, 2004, 8:41 AM
  • 84 Deviations
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  • 38 Deviation Comments
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invisibleI know the very moment  you walk into the room.  you are always there  in the corner of my mind,  but you don't see me at all.  can't you feel my eyes on you?   
you said you loved me once  and now every moment  of your silence  breaks my heart open  just a little wider.  why won't you see me?   
I call your name and you turn.  our eyes meet and  for a moment  
you remember I exist -  then you turn away again.  I'm not there - invisible. invisible
in Open on 3/15/06
Landscape of my soulThe sky is grey and sullen, sorrow -  There's no today and no tomorrow.  The world exists of only grey  Misty remnants of yesterday -  A landscape littered with broken dreams  And shattered hearts that split their seams.  Hot tears that scald the flesh drip down  And turn to ashes on the ground.  This world is empty, naked, barren  Of any feeling, love, or caring -  Only jagged rock and cutting stones;  And of mankind, just broken bones.  Over the mountains - jagged, stark -  The bitter blood red sun sets dark. Landscape of my soul
in Fixed on 3/15/06
Wig Head 1 - Raver
in Miscellaneous on 3/4/06
"Making my way into the light"
in Emotive Portraits on 3/4/06
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A new thought occurs to me...

Journal Entry: Wed Mar 15, 2006, 2:52 PM
At this time exactly one year ago, I was suicidal. Is that weird? Because I've been so happy lately, I haven't really thought about it, but...
Today I cut again. Not much, just a little pin scratching out a heart on my wrist. (because I wear my heart on my sleeve. get it?) but i just feel... i don't know.

i want to be unconscious. i wanna lie down on the cold concrete and throw my head at the ground until the darkness comes.

fuck.
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Devious Information

  • Current Age: 20
  • Current Residence: Minnesota
  • Interests: "What is there in this world that makes living worthwhile?" "CATS, CATS ARE NICE.&
  • Favourite movie: Alice in Wonderland (not the version you like, though. you suck.)
  • Favourite band or musician: Uhm... A lot of them. Leave me alone now. (Wumpscut, Green Day, Nightwish, Apoptygma Berzerk a.t.m.)
  • Favourite genre of music: all of them. except for country. and reggae. X P
  • Favourite poet or writer: Sylvia Plath
  • Favourite photographer: me, dammit
  • Operating System: windowwwwwwwwwssss... XP
  • Wallpaper of choice: Aparantly, Gilderoy Lockhart. 0_o;;
  • Skin of choice: skrew you
  • Favourite game: Halo... or Legend of Mana... Or Smackdown: Know Your Role. x.x
  • Favourite gaming platform: PS2 or heX-box... but probably PS2
  • Favourite cartoon character: Rogue. And Daria. And Gambit & Nightcrawler
  • Personal Quote: "Don't tell me to go to hell when you don't know what heaven is."
  • Tools of the Trade: "After all -- people die, computers crash. All we can do is breathe and reboot."

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~InvaderZimLovesTak:iconInvaderZimLovesTak: Jan 4, 2008, 3:43:24 PM
Yo Shells!! ^_^
Tis me,Sarah!!
Wat up?

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I'm Lard Nar in the DA Crazy-for-Characters Crew!

Sexy Irkens List:
Kage
Klik
Anakras
Sideos
Gaie
Spud
Algol
Lirk
Ignatius
Vex
I make this list to warn them of molestion
~doppelgangergrl:icondoppelgangergrl: Apr 8, 2006, 7:46:46 PM
Thanks! :aww:

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"Even the smallest of words can be the ones that hurt you or save you."
-Yuki..."Fruits Basket"
~kittymike:iconkittymike: Apr 8, 2006, 7:39:33 PM
Nice art! I may be back and post but just wanted to say hi and great art

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My avatar from the fruit club! get yours now
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~doppelgangergrl:icondoppelgangergrl: Apr 8, 2006, 7:04:37 PM
Thanks for the fav!

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"Even the smallest of words can be the ones that hurt you or save you."
-Yuki..."Fruits Basket"
~rainbowtiger:iconrainbowtiger: Apr 8, 2006, 5:23:30 PM
Thanks for the faves ^^ :blowkiss:
~ranu05:iconranu05: Dec 17, 2005, 9:48:12 PM
Thankies for the fav :glomp:
~MDAnonymous:iconMDAnonymous: Nov 23, 2005, 6:10:15 PM
Thanks for the fav! :D

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A positive attitude may not solve all your problems, but it will annoy enough people to make it worth the effort.
~Herm Albright (1876 - 1944)

Please visit my gallery! [link]
~Acorn-Chan:iconAcorn-Chan: Nov 21, 2005, 5:27:02 PM
nice :gallery: :D

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Qu'est-ce que tu fais quand un poulpe te moleste??

One day, i'm going to get so high on coffee beans that i can't feel my arms anymore.

:orange:= 4
:donut:= 4
:cookie:= 2
:hump:= 1?!
:above: FEED ME
=orangebutt:iconorangebutt: Nov 21, 2005, 4:26:21 AM
thank you :heart:

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I can still feel you, even so far away...
*SlothGirl:iconSlothGirl: Nov 20, 2005, 7:14:55 PM
Thanks for the favs. ^^

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:chainsaw:
I understand the concept
Of emotional maturity, just
Not as it applies to me.

†I'm a proud Christian†
~Kyubi-no-Yoko:iconKyubi-no-Yoko: Nov 19, 2005, 7:25:02 PM
much thank you's for the fav

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Heart-less: adj. Devoid of compassion or feeling; pitiless.-heart'less-ly adv. -heart'less-ness n :blackrose:

52 pickup is a staple of juvenile humor, but when the deck slices and dices, it's no laughing matter
~snoozinghyena:iconsnoozinghyena: Nov 19, 2005, 11:44:58 AM
Thanks for the fave :3

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like a mousetrap
*razzie27:iconrazzie27: Nov 18, 2005, 7:26:13 PM
Thatnks for teh watch and fav!

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"We are what we are Scott,wishing wont change a blessed thing,nor will feeling sorry for ourselves".
-Kurt Wagner (Uncanny X-Men#109)
*MyDyingRose:iconMyDyingRose: Nov 18, 2005, 7:04:02 PM
Thanks for watching me, and for all the favs! =)

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Potential shines so bright when never dared. -- Craig's Brother
~lindee:iconlindee: Nov 13, 2005, 9:13:32 PM
thanks for the fav!!!
~lonelygirl18:iconlonelygirl18: Nov 11, 2005, 11:01:16 PM
thanks for the fav and the add Shells! <3
:hug:

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Things are never as they seem.
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To be happy, one must stop caring, but not give up; indifference kills.
~Cl0ver:iconCl0ver: Nov 11, 2005, 12:34:02 PM
1st fav!!!! Thanks for the fav on [link] !!!!!! :glomp:

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:shamrock: Clover
~Chaos-filth:iconChaos-filth: Apr 6, 2005, 3:05:44 PM
thanks for the stuff and stuff and stuff :) ..wow im lazy

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Of all the things I lost, I miss my mind the most.
~lonelygirl18:iconlonelygirl18: Mar 30, 2005, 10:51:31 PM
and :hug:. that's what i gots for j00.

*sigh* being busy is no fun. not when it's all this homework-y stuff.

smile. j00 are loved!

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Things are never as they seem.
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To be happy, one must stop caring, but not give up; indifference kills.
~Lily-pily:iconLily-pily: Mar 6, 2005, 2:06:20 PM
Thanks for watching me! :D

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Who needs a life of comfort when you can live a life of adventure and the promise of a short life!
~Lily-pily:iconLily-pily: Mar 3, 2005, 1:29:45 PM
Thanks for watching me! :D

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Who needs a life of comfort when you can live a life of adventure and the promise of a short life!
~SibunA:iconSibunA: Mar 3, 2005, 9:55:47 AM
thanx for the fav and the watch!! :hug:
~slippers:iconslippers: Feb 16, 2005, 4:47:31 PM
thanks for the fave! You...uh...roxors?

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BOUSKA!
~Chaos-filth:iconChaos-filth: Feb 15, 2005, 8:54:00 PM
thank you again for the many favs my dear :hug:

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Of all the things I lost, I miss my mind the most.
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