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invisibleI know the very moment you walk into the room. you are always there in the corner of my mind, but you don't see me at all. can't you feel my eyes on you?
you said you loved me once and now every moment of your silence breaks my heart open just a little wider. why won't you see me?
I call your name and you turn. our eyes meet and for a moment
you remember I exist - then you turn away again. I'm not there - invisible. invisible
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A new thought occurs to me...

Wed Mar 15, 2006, 2:52 PM

At this time exactly one year ago, I was suicidal. Is that weird? Because I've been so happy lately, I haven't really thought about it, but...
Today I cut again. Not much, just a little pin scratching out a heart on my wrist. (because I wear my heart on my sleeve. get it?) but i just feel... i don't know.

i want to be unconscious. i wanna lie down on the cold concrete and throw my head at the ground until the darkness comes.

fuck.

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Current Residence: Minnesota
Interests: "What is there in this world that makes living worthwhile?" "CATS, CATS ARE NICE.&
Favourite movie: Alice in Wonderland (not the version you like, though. you suck.)
Favourite band or musician: Uhm... A lot of them. Leave me alone now. (Wumpscut, Green Day, Nightwish, Apoptygma Berzerk a.t.m.)
Favourite genre of music: all of them. except for country. and reggae. X P
Favourite poet or writer: Sylvia Plath
Favourite photographer: me, dammit
Operating System: windowwwwwwwwwssss... XP
Wallpaper of choice: Aparantly, Gilderoy Lockhart. 0_o;;
Skin of choice: skrew you
Favourite game: Halo... or Legend of Mana... Or Smackdown: Know Your Role. x.x
Favourite gaming platform: PS2 or heX-box... but probably PS2
Favourite cartoon character: Rogue. And Daria. And Gambit & Nightcrawler
Personal Quote: "Don't tell me to go to hell when you don't know what heaven is."
Tools of the Trade: "After all -- people die, computers crash. All we can do is breathe and reboot."

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~InvaderZimLovesTak

Jan 4, 2008, 3:43:24 PM

Yo Shells!! ^_^
Tis me,Sarah!!
Wat up?

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~doppelgangergrl

Apr 8, 2006, 7:04:37 PM

Thanks for the fav!

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~kittymike

Apr 8, 2006, 7:39:33 PM

Nice art! I may be back and post but just wanted to say hi and great art

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~doppelgangergrl

Apr 8, 2006, 7:46:46 PM

Thanks!

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~rainbowtiger

Apr 8, 2006, 5:23:30 PM

Thanks for the faves ^^

~ranu05

Dec 17, 2005, 9:48:12 PM

Thankies for the fav

~MDAnonymous

Nov 23, 2005, 6:10:15 PM

Thanks for the fav!

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~Acorn-Chan

Nov 21, 2005, 5:27:02 PM

nice

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